I went to my friend Jason’s house for one of his famous Tiki Parties. I hot-tubbed and drank and networked and mingled. Best part was I didn’t have to get drunk in order to do all of that.
I may have earned some new modeling opportunities, I talked with people I didn’t know, I made comments and people laughed with me and not at me. There was a point when being around people just became too much, so I hid in the bathroom for a minute or so, but I just took a breath and pushed myself back out and it was still great.
I just feel really, really proud of myself.
I did it once and checked them off as I did them, but only got like 19 or 20 of the 150. So some are from Sienna’s list, but I have some that I wanna do for myself the next year or so. Gives me something to do.
I was so drunk last night that my last search on my phone was Hamlet’s Soliloquy and I don’t know why.

Getting ready for LOTR drinking game tonight. RETURN OF THE KING. I don’t think no-makeup is the best look for me tho. (Taken with instagram)
I prefer NaTasha. Shadow, at the Haunted House. If we are friends, you may even occasionally call me Nat if I deem it OK to do so. Only most intimately is Tasha an acceptable nickname.
Never, ever Tash.
Here is a funny one to demonstrate.

I turn around, and he’s upside down now.
He’s a smartass even in his sleep.

G’night.
So it’s kind of everywhere. Enjoy.
(via alifelongromance)